Death is coming and so i fear it

this morning my Uncle Wayne from Brandon died this morning due to a heart attack. the first one wasnt bad and my Aunt Carol this morning saw this happening. right now i feel sorrow and want to screm. its hurting me and the rest of my big family. alll the happy thoughts aand memories all there in my head but the thought of him gone is very shocking. how will i coup, easy think of the happy memories and sometimes dont think about it. not thinking about it will have its bounces and can react very strong towards me. this is y im letting the world know what happen and who this person is. My Uncle in Heaven good luck there and c u there when i die too. love u always and goodbye.

well the funual was this friday and it look good. it looked like he was sleeping there and i had the thought of him sitting up in the casket and scare the jeebers out of me and others there. that was the type of guy he was. it was a good service too. Nick was one of the pallbears and so was my cousin husband jeff, my other cousin murray and a few others i cant remember the names of. when they wheeled my uncle out of the chapel to put in the car, for a second there i thought it was going to roll away and that might of been a nightmare to watch. the last song was a nice upbeat to my uncles farewell, it was called uno dous tres or 1,2,3 in mexico. it was a trademark on my mother and my uncle used it in other ocations down in mexico. pretty interesting little tibit i found out this weekend. well that all i can say for now on this part. except

Farewell Uncle wayne.

oh yeh i also didnt know his first name was stanley. i was shocked and all that no one told me till now. interesting but true.